Hi

yeah, that's an aweasome post name right? lol. Just wanted to let everyone know everything is going well, I don't have anything really aweasome going on. I went to see the Twilight movie again today! It was... amazing..again, lol. That was my third time seeing it and I could still see it a 100 times and still be amazed. So, have a great New Years, love me!

Angels on the Moon by Thriving Ivory

"Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't want to know

If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go

Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon

Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon."

It's on my playlist,

you should listen to it

Why

Why?
why didn't you tell me
I just wanted to help
I should have know,
should have done something.
You are so stupid!
Why?
why didn't you just get up?
You were suppose to stay
What am I suppose to do,
without you?
Just please,
tell me why?

Entertainment Weekly

Love these magizines!!!! Good one!

OME! Love them!!!

I was looking through my amazon.com recomendations when I found James(the bad guy from Twilight) as a standup poster like that Edward I posted awhile ago. And guess who else I found......

Weekly anime

A new post

I couldn't think of a good post name sooo... yeah! NC was very fun!!! I had a good time with all my friends down there. I even got see some old friends again and made a new one(I think) hehe! Just wanted to say "Hi" to everyone! And let people know they should always try to keep their phones fully charged. you know who u r! hehehe,jk! Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving!! TTYL~!

MOVIE!!!!

The movie is today!!! EEEEE!!!! I can't wait!!!!!!!!
I'm going to see it at 2:20pm and am getting out of school at 1:15pm because you
know the theater is going to be packed and I want good seats!!!!
Cant wait!!!!!!!

Bubby

He was kinda stinky,

he wasn't very smart.

He drooled alot,

and like to fart.

He was really cuddley,

and very chubby.

he had soft ears,

and pudgy rolls

He had many names

Bubba

Bubby

Bubba-fet

Bubbsta

and that was all

cause he was kinda stinky

but very cute

with those sad droopy eyes

i just wanted to say

I love you, Bubby

Obit

I loved him alot.
He had sad brown eyes, and a droopy face.
His breath was always stinky, but I didn't mind.
We got him on apirl fools, and what a fool he was.
He ran like a rhino, full steam ahead,
with his ears plastered to his head.
He had the softest ears and was gray in the face.
But, he wouldn't get up,
he wouldn't even eat his cookie.
He tried to crawl.
We waited almost 2 hours.
They said it was his spine.
Cancer or..something else?
I could not tell you,
but I really do love Bubby.

Family photos

On Sunday we got family photos done of just the children of the family. It was ok. yeah, And then we went to mcdonalds!! Whoa! That as cool. It was actually a pretty good day. Only 3 more days till Twilight!!!!!!! EEEEEEE!! I'm so excited, I just can't hide it, oh cough, cough. Sorry I couldn't resist, I das to break into song! hehehe, Well, have a good day, friends and family!

Twilight

5 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bella: Who's that sexy man?

FOB: Eduardo Cullenz

from youtube

Spunk Ransoms truth

Weekly anime

I know it's not weekly!!! Stop yelling!!!(jk,jk) Enjoy

Don't you love him?

OME!!!!(oh my Edward)

Don't you love this hehe

your own Edward!

Life-size!!!!!!!!!!

Cullen Crest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OME!!!!!!! They made the cullen crests!!!!!! In this special box the has the crest on it you get an autograph from the man who plays Carlise Cullen!!!!!! U get Edward's Alice's, Rosalie's, Esme's and Carlise's piece of jewlery that has the crest!!!! EEEEEEEEEEE!!!!*need a bag I'm hyperventallaating here!!!*** hehehehe A super good gift, I love u!!!!

New pics

I'm doing good, how is everyone??

We are the Champions!!!!!

Cassie scores the winning goal in double over-time against Bayview! The picture is from the semi-finals against EG. But, the North girl is Cassie! YEAH!!! I'm sooo happy it was an aweasome game!~

Lunch

Lunch is pretty boring today. So, I came to the media center and am now posting! It turns out that I couldn't find the batgirl costume in my size so, I'm just going to be a dark fairy! Only 2 more days!!!!! Not much else is going on. My siblings are sick. But, there ok. So, I'll post later! See ya!

Weekly anime

Finally a new one!!! Enjoy!

Field Hockey

Today was my last game. We did not win our tournament, but it was still fun. Halloween is almost here!!!!!! For Halloween I am being batgirl!!!! (see pic)(not me) Also, my next post, in like 2 minutes will be my favorite, and very irregular anime posting!!

New Movie Poster

I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE it!!! It is soooooooo cute!!!! This is a major christmas gift.

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Happy Autumn

Free Stuff is always Good

Today we tied our game against EG. When, I got home I had a package from St. Martin in New York. I had no idea what it was. When, i opened it I received a book! Now, let me ask, have you ever signed up in a contest to try to get an advanced copy of a book, thinking you'll never get it, but you night as well try? Well, this is exactly what happen to me, I even forgot I entered. I now own a book that will not be in stores till November, hehehe!!!! I'm so glad I won a copy! By the way, the book is called "Any given Doomsday" by Lori Handeland.

South Kingstown

Yesterday(tuesday) we beat South 2-0!!! And Varsity beat them 6-0!!!! So, we are back on track. We won 2, tied 1, and lost 2. That's about all that's going on so...,......I'll talk to you soon, cause we have another game on thursday(tomorrow)!! Wish us luck! We are playing EG.

Weekly anime

Ok, I know it is an irregular posting but,

I'm trying so here is you somewhat weekly anime!!!

Nothing

I see nothing,

I hear nothing.

Someone once told me,

that these things happen.

I didn't listen.

I try to stay in the present,

but I never do.

I see things,

but not really.

I hear you,

but I'm not listening.

How did this happen?

How has everything,

I thought I knew,

become...nothing.

Losing

On Monday, we lost our first game, 2-0. Lincoln was a very...rough team. On Friday(tomorrow) we have an away game against Bayview and I think we will win!!!!! So, wish us luck! Also, have a super fantastical day!!!!!!

So far, so good

We won our first games and tied our second today!!! So, we are doing good!!!!

1st game

Tonight is my first game!!!!! It's at 5:530pm!! Wish me luck, we're against Barrington, playing at home!!! Whooaaa, I'm pumped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Midnight Sun

This is a cover I found for Midnight Sun, that everyone is saying is the real cover, but they could be wrong but here it is any way!!! Enjoy!!!!!

New Title Thing

This is in support of Stephenie Meyer, who's rights were violated. You can it in on Twilight Teez and post it on your pages to show your support like I have done. Please help.

Illegal Midnight Sun

Yes, it is true, one of the people that Stephenie gave the manuscript to, posted it ILLEGALY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel sooooo bad for Stephenie! She trusted someone and they posted it and now it is bad, Stephenie Meyer is writer and writers have to be happy to write or our work comes out like crap, so now she is dicouraged, and I for one(considering I'm a HUGE Twilighter) am very disappointed because it is now on hold indefinitely. I understand what Stephenie feels and I have sympaty for her, some violated her rights!!!!!! But, I'm ready to knovk the head off the person who leaked it!!!!! So, now Midnight Sun will not be comming out for a long time. grrrrrrrrr.

High School

Tomorrow will be my third day of high school. It's not bad. I already have some homework, but not to bad, I'm just really busy now with field hockey AND school! hehehe.ummmm, so I don't have much else to say, but I know got off schedule with the weekly anime, sooo... here it is!!!! Enjoy!!!

School Clothes

School Clothes!!!!!

OMG, is that a dress? Why, yes, yes it is!

Me in my cooool new Pj's with Sam(hehehe)

I made it!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) I made the JV Field Hockey team!!!!!!!!

P.S. That is my stick!!!

Do you hear music?

well, some of you might here the music when you come on my blog!! Well, if you scroll down you can see the playlist I've created of some of my fav songs!!! Enjoy!

Sleepy

Hey, everyone!

Srry, I'm not posting too much, but Hockey Try-outs are kinda tough. But, I like it! I ran the mile in 7 min & 52 seconds. Then I ran 7 laps( a mile & 3/4) in... well I don't know exactly but I think around 15 min.So, those are the only times they give us. But, it makes me kinda...sleepy, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Tear Drops

Have you ever noticed,

how tear drops don't fall singly?

People think you can just let one fall.

But, it doesn't happen like that.

They fall and leave tracks,

making your eyes red and puffy.

But, what is there to do,

when the tear drops keep falling?

Advisory

Hey, I got my Freshman Orientation card today!!! Some one mess mine up so...I'm not quite sure which room I'm in. I'm in either 21 or 211!? So, I know Kelsey is in 207, but which rooms are you in guys????!!

Bed and Door

Here is one pic of my bed I couldn't fit on the other post. Also, is my bedroom door, which I'm sure I have told you many times is covered in The Twilight Saga pics!!!(srry, the door pic is side-ways!!)

Pics of my bed(bunkBed)

Last Day

Today is my last day of Field Hockey camp. I have it from 4 to 7pm. But, bright and squirrelly Monday(7am) I have to get up for try-outs, then they end then I go back for the later try-outs, so I have try-outs twice a day for...about 3 days. But, I could be wrong, it could be longer! Oh, well I don't really mind, I think it's fun!!

Bed Set

I got my new bed set!!!! I'm post pics, like tomorrow or soon!!! It looks really good and I'm going to paint my wall red(dark red) so I'll give you the bed pics and when my wall get done I'll give you those pics!!!!!!

Weekly anime

Your weekly anime!!!

Feild Hockey Camp

Yesterday was my first day of Feild Hockey Camp and Missoula Childern's Theater try-outs(I didn't make it this year) but camp went fine!!!! It was really fun, and we got cool tee-shirts! Which was also cool, so not much is going on, but my Aunt had her baby!!!!!! His name is Tynan! That was fun, but I haven't talk to her yet. So, I'll talk to you so!!!

Holding it Together

I'm shaking,
I can see my hands trembling.
I feel it in my heart,
that little squirmy feeling.
But, what is it?
Is it good?
Is it bad?
I don't know what to do,
so I sit here,
and do this!
But, what is this squirmy feeling!?
It's uncomfortable,
but I can't get rid of it,
do you know what it is?
Please, please...help me.

Conflictions

Once in awhile,

there's a confliction.

A horrible one,

we are all breaking apart.

The pieces no longer fit together,

but what am I to do!

No one is listening,

how can I help,

no one believes me.

Once in awhile,

there's a confliction.

It ripes us all apart,

so why won't you stop.

your the reason,

but you won't stop.

maybe...

your the conflict?

Breaking Dawn

o.m.e, o.m.e, O.M.E!!!!!! I went to the relese party and got it, it was fun!!! But, i finished it yesterday, Aug 2nd!!!!!! But, I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo ...sad!!*sniff,sniff* It's over!!! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! No more continuing Edward, Bella, and Jake's stories!!!!! Overall, though the book was really good, not what I expected, somehow different from all the other books(in the writing, I mean), but still very good!!!!!

No longer grounded

I'm not grounded any more so thing should be picking up again!!!!!!TTYL

Weekly anime

Here you go!!

Grounded

Just so everyone knows I might not be posting because I got grounded. I didn't call to tell my parents that I was going to be late, I understand why I got grounded. They didn't know where I was or what happened to me.

Before and After

The "after pics didn't turn out so hot, so you might not see the diff, but you can definatly see it in person! So, here you go any way...

Roary

I watch over her. I remember our first kiss and the many that followed over the years. I didn't meant to leave her, it just kinda happened. We grew up together, and I loved her. She was funny, smart, cute, but that wasn't the best part. She was a friend, someone I could really talk to, or joke around with. I saw her come to my room, I saw her leave and come back and cry. I ran my fringers through her hair, but she didn't know it. Know I watch her stare at the ceciling doing nothing, maybe waiting for her end to come. i hope she can be happy soon, but I will always remeber our first kiss.

A girl's story

Floating in and out, waiting for the bell to ring. I want to go visit my boyfriend. We've been friends forever. But, he got sick, really sick. Now, I visit him in the hospital. I cry every time I leave him, cause I can see the light it his eyes fading. He use to be happy, but I can see him slipping. I feld from the room when the bell rang and ran the whole way. Only one more mintue. 103, 104, 105, 106, 107,108...109! Wait, this must be the wrong room, it's empty. Oh,no oh,no! I run down the corner back to the nurses station. "What happen to the Roary, in 109!" I wailed at the nurse. I couldn't breathe, I can fell the sting of tears and my heart beating loudly. "I'm sorry, he passed away, only an hour ago." the nurse answer. I walked away stiffly, the world is a new, and cold place to me. I lost my only friend and family. I walked back to his room, only to sit and cry, I lost my friend, my love...my life. What a way to live.

Moments Captured

You pretend to smile,

laugh, and be okay.

You smile that dark secret smile,

when you think about it.

No one could even tell,

what a great actor you are.

No one would believe you,

you, happy, pretty, bright,

little girl.

No one would believe,

you're shattering inside.

The pieces slowly falling away

never going to get them all back,

you see the happy girl in that photo,

you would never believe she's breaking,

that little boy riding his bike?

Yeah, you would never think,

that he's all alone.

You think that we're happy,

but it's not true.

Those moments captured,

are the charade we always play.

Weekly anime

I really like anime so I think I'm going to post a new anime pic each week!!! So here's the first one...

Stop

I want this to stop,
I want you to know me.
Stop,
I want this moment to freeze.
Why do we have to go on?
I want you to be my friend!
I want you to understand me,
the nosie it's growing,
i just can't stand it.
Keeping it all to myself.
Know one know but you,
I want to be friends,
I want to stay like this forever,
i know you'd be mad ,
so I keep it bottled up,
I have a dirty little secert,
That's why I want it to stop,
Let's just be friends.
So just stop!
please? stop.

Everyones looking

Every ones looking,

you see her walking.

Think she's weird,

think she's odd.

But, you don't know,

what its like to live her life.

You don't know what she has to deal with.

The way she goes home,

and sees no one.

The way she goes to school,

and has no one.

The way she looks,

seeing no one.

To be breaking down,

to have to hold it in.

You feel like exploding,

you feel like you can't get any air.

Can you imagine living like that,

forever?

To always be made fun of,

cause they don't know how to deal with you,

don't know what you lived through.

Every ones looking,

you see her walking,

Thinks she's weird,

think she's odd?

Welcome to my life

This is a song, that a cute little boy sung at our talent show, when we were in school. I really life it and now I don't want to forget the name so... now I'll be able to to look at it cause now, its on my blog!!!(really good song!!) You should listen to it!!

Life

It pulls you all different directions.

north, south, east, and west.

Where you stop,

is not always where you wanted to go.

Life drags you around,

making you say "goodbye",

to those you thought you'd,

never have to leave.

Tears make their visions blurry,

making the moment surreal.

But it's not,

you try to stay in touch but it's not the same.

Friends fade,

so does one part of your life.

But, the new one will never be the same,

for some that's, others its bad.

Life.

Knowing

The knowing hands that search my face are gone.

The familair heat I loved is far away,

in the Twilight I hear them leaving.

Soft hair, kind eyes, and a heart breaking smile...

all gone.

What do you do when it all leaves?

The things you thought you knew,

have left.

Leaving an empty shell,

of what you use to be.

The knowing hands have gone,

the familair heat is far away,

but what do you do when it leaves?

Everything

Hey, it turns out Twilight Teez crashed so, I didn't get the ring. But, now I get at 10% discount along with everyone else!! Also, i have Field hockey practice which, I'm really loving!! Also, Monday the 28th, I'm dying my hair brown for the Breaking Dawn party!!!!! I just need to get colored contacts, but that might not be happening. So, have a good day and thanks for caring!(which I think you do because you are reading this!)

grrrr, ring, grrrrr

It turns out the ring comes out at three, so I had to WAIT an hour, now I know some of you must think I'm crazy, but that's ok...cause...I know I am!! heheheheh so, you all know I am getting the white gold fashion ring size 7!!!! in....4 min.!!!!! Yeah!!!!