Breaking Dawn Concert Tickets!!

Once, again I'd like to say if anyone if able to get a Breaking Dawn Concert Ticket, I'm begging please help me out, I'm a HUGE Twilight/Stephenie Meyer fan! My door is cover with pics, and most of the artwork in my room is Twilight related!!!! If anybody has one, just one ticket I would really, really appreciate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Also, I'm not talking about tickets to L.A, seattle or whatever the other place is I NEED tickets to NY. If anyone can find anything or recomend on a way to get one PLEASE leave a comment!

Does anybody care?

I watch the sun go down,
I have lost a friends again.
The moon never shines,
I'm left in the dark,
I'm left hear all alone.
I hear them laughing,
I see them hugging,
I see them,but does anybody care?
I sit on the out skirts waiting.
But nobody cares.
So it doesn't matter,
that I sit here waiting,
in the night,
hoping for a light,
to guide me through.
To give me back my hope,
that I lost cause it's always dark,
and nobody cares that I'm left out here.
All alone in the cold, dark night,
like a broken toy,
they say "to bad" and throw it away.
But I didn't know that could happen to me,
to be left out in the dark of night,
does anybody care?

Everyone cries

In the moring light,
I hear the geese cry.
In the afternoon,
when the rain is sprinkling,
I hear a lone gull cry.
In the night,
with a full moon glowing,
I hear wolves cry.
Everyone is crying at some time of Day or Night.
But I don't know when you are,
and you don't know when I am.
So, you ask,
when is it my time to cry?
When, the passing of a love one comes,
a family pet gone away,
or things just aren't going well.
No one knows when I cry,
but somehow I know when you cry,
because I can feel it,
way down deep in side,
I know when everyone cries.

More anime!

Hi guys,
I really love anime so here are more pics!

Anime

I really love anime pic so I think I'll post a few of the ones I've saved!! Enjoy!(P.S. Please help me get tickets)

Help!Tickets!!!!

Dear Friends & Family(this mostly applies to Family),

You all know how much I love Stephenie Meyer and her books! Well, in New York on August 1st she is having a concert with Blue October(a really good band) and I REALLY want to go~! But, I need help getting a ticket!!! So, if any one can try to help me get one I would really, really appreciat it!!! Thanks for anyone who helps, just call and let me know please!!!!!! Thanks alot, really! Love you!!!! :)

Graduation Pic

I promised, so here they are!Me in my graduation dress!!! P.S Not the best, but I will post some dance pics once I get them from Britt! Enjoy :)

The Realized

I was only a little upset,
I didn't want this to happen!
Now, I will never get her back,
I never got to say "I love you",
I never got to kiss her in the night,
I never got to love her in the night,
I will never now.
I was only a little upset,
I would have forgiven her,
but now I don't even get to day good-bye.
Now, with this rope around my neck,
and this chair under my feet,
I will hopefully see her soon,
I jump with a smile on my face,
her face in my minds eye.
If she only would have realized,
I was only a little upset,
but now I have to die.

Realizing

I am sorry I hurt you,
I never meant too,
I would say sorry but its to commonly used,
I want you back,
but I don't know what to do!
I love you!
But I know what I did was wrong,
that's why I stand here,
with this knife.
It's sharp and cold on my bare skin
But, I know I did wrong so, maybe this will make it good
It's hurt a little at first.
But then I push harder,
I'm floating in blackness
the last thing I saw was your face.
Please forgive me, for not...
realizing

Austin+Mitch

Hehehehehehe!! Aw, man that was an aweasome graduation dance!!! On, that first slow song I got to dance with Austin to "Hey there Delilah"!!!! It was......aw, wicked(mmmhmmmm)good! Then, I asked Mitch to dance but(sniff, sniff) he said "no". Then, on the last song "Margaretville" Mitch and I were just like looking at each other, so he held out his arms and I got to dance with him!!! I had a GREAT night! I got to dance with cute guys I like!! I loved it! I will post pictures of me with each of them this weekend also!Aaaaa, what a perfect way to end Middle School.

Graduation

Tonight is my graduation !!!!!(from Middle School) I can't wait! I'll post pictures soon, proably on Saturday cause tomorrow, I'm going to the Cape, which will also be fun!

Happy Father's Day

I just wanted to say that! Dad's are gift childern are given. Some don't have one so be good to you dad!

Destroyer

She ruins everything,
nothing is safe,
nowhere to hide.
She lies through her teeth,
she twist people around her finger.
nothing left to be loved,
she controls everything,
even my life

Others

People pretend it dosen't happen,

but then it happens to them,

the world flips,

your shelter is shattered

others say "How afuwal, Too bad"

you are no longer the others,

so what can you say now?

Things that happen

Hot tears,

Blood rushing,

emotions trying to escape.

No one gets it,

a dream gone wrong, so

wrong to alter ones life

a new path is made

unfortunately

these are things,

that happen

I lied!

Sorry! Everyone, I know I said I would post those poems but, I was kinda busy so I'll do it in one second!!(hold on)

More Poems

Hey everyone,
I just wanted to let everyone know that I have to new poems I will post later! Why am I posting them later, not now you ask? The answer is simple, I'm to lazy to go from the office to my room and climb onto my bunk and get them! Nice, right? Well, I'll post them later, so, so long for now!

Breaking Dawn Concert

I am going to the Breaking Dawn Concert in New York!!!! Yeah, Whoa! I can't wait it's going to be aweasome! I met Stephenie once but, she is my hero so I can't wait to see her again!!! Talk to you guys soon!!!

Love

Love is different for every person. There are many kinds of love, like friend-love and family-love. I would tell you what kind of love I'm talking about but... I just don't know what kind it is?! I have a friend whom I love very much, I don't know if I love them so much that I think of them as family or that I love them as a friend. I kind of think it is close to family but not quite. But I love this person very much, and I think they love me that much to! ( at least I hope so!) But, I think if any of my family or anyone who reads this will think it applies to them, if you want to think that go ahead, but as much as I love my family and friends, this message is to one person. If they read this, I'm wondering if they know it's about them? Well, if you think it's about you e-mail, cause you have a special place in my heart and without you it would be empty. So, thanks for being my friend and making me laugh. I just want you to know I love you.

Babies

Babies bring family together!! Family comes to the shower, and then some even come after he/she is born!! That's whats happening this week in my family!! Almost everyone is here for my Auntie's baby shower! It's going to be wicked fun!! I'll tell you more later! TTYL! (sorta!?)

Once again...school

I don't know about other middle schools, but we (the 8th grade) are getting loaded with projects. We are presenting them in Science, having an exam in Spanish, having an exam in Algebra, reading a book and having a quiz on it Literacy, working on a project in Social Studies, and in Music we have a project. So you see my plate is full!! Only 4 more days tomorrow, Then, then we have sweet, sweet summer! Whoa!

I miss Jacob!!!

I miss you Jake, unlike many people I love you almost as much as Edward!!!!! I'm sad you ran away, I love you too!!!!!! (sniff, sniff) and listening to "Sun's Lament" by The Mitch hansen Band isn't helping me stop missing, it makes me miss you more, but I like the song so I can't stop listening to it!! I miss you!!!(so, so very much) Come back soon, I'll take you cause Bella has Edward.