Realizing

I am sorry I hurt you,
I never meant too,
I would say sorry but its to commonly used,
I want you back,
but I don't know what to do!
I love you!
But I know what I did was wrong,
that's why I stand here,
with this knife.
It's sharp and cold on my bare skin
But, I know I did wrong so, maybe this will make it good
It's hurt a little at first.
But then I push harder,
I'm floating in blackness
the last thing I saw was your face.
Please forgive me, for not...
realizing