The Realized

I was only a little upset,
I didn't want this to happen!
Now, I will never get her back,
I never got to say "I love you",
I never got to kiss her in the night,
I never got to love her in the night,
I will never now.
I was only a little upset,
I would have forgiven her,
but now I don't even get to day good-bye.
Now, with this rope around my neck,
and this chair under my feet,
I will hopefully see her soon,
I jump with a smile on my face,
her face in my minds eye.
If she only would have realized,
I was only a little upset,
but now I have to die.